I act 40 years old

Put an "x" next to each that apply to you:

(x) I know how to make a pot of coffee.

( ) I do my own laundry.

( ) I can cook for myself.

(x) I always do my homework.

(x) I enjoy intellectual conversation.

( ) I think politics are exciting.

( ) My parents and grandparents have better things to say than my peers.

Total so far = 3

(x) I show up for school everyday, unless i'm sick.

( ) I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.

(x) I've never gotten a detention.

(x) I've watched talk shows to point out the credibility of it all.

(x) I know what credibility means wthout looking it up.

(x) I would consider starbucks as coffee.

Total so far = 8

(x) I know how to run the dishwasher and/or do the dishes.

(x) I can count to 10 in Spanish

( ) When I say I'm going to do something, I do it.

( ) I can mow the lawn.

( ) I can wash a car.

(x) I can make adults laugh, without being stupid.

( ) I remember to water my plants.

(x) I study when I have to.

(x) I pay attention at school/work.

(x) I remember to feed my pets.

Total so far= 14

(x) I can spell experience without looking it up.

(x) I clean up my own mess.

( ) The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee.

( ) I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.

(x) I understand jokes the first time they are said.

(x) I listen to my elders.

(x) I can type fast.

Total so far= 19

(x) I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.

(x) I can look at someone hot without thinking of sex.

( ) I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over 25 & have a job.

(x) I can read a book and actually finish it.

(x) People have said that I act older than I am.

Grand total = 23

Actual age: 17

Now ADD UP how many (X)'s you have and your actual age.

Title this as "I act _ _ years old."



Oh my god! I'm old!

>.<

Happy 1st Birthday "my chaotic life"

Today marks the first birthday of my blog!! Yey!

Last year (march 4, 2008)..i wrote a pretty lame blog entry

yeah..my very 1st blog entry and i messed it up..

haha..well, history repeats itself. This is also a lame entry




xet. I can't think of anything good to write about. Ever since i started watching grey's anatomy online, i pretty much forgot about my blog. Well, but not exactly. Everytime i open the computer, i always go here..but unfortunately, i feel a little lazy to write another post.


i'm lazy.



wala na talaga akong masabi..haha..



Anyway..





Happy 1st Birthday to this Blog!!

Guilt and Relief

BiochemLAB!!

Hooo...shet.

Natapos din ang kalbaryo ko sa paghihintay. The results are out. Makakahinga na ulit ako ng maayos. Haha!

My score wasn't bad. I was actually expecting a failing grade or something unsatisfactory...but God is so good. I passed! Yey!! What a relief.

Pano ba naman, nung time na kinuha ko ung exam dun, muntik ko nang di masagutan ung isang page.Hindi isang part ha, ISANG PAGE! The exam was 2 pages, but I thought one page lang. Ewan ko, di ko ata napansin kasi di naka-staple. Madali ung 1st page. After kong natapos yung 1st page, akala ko tapos na...but no! hell no!! 10 minutes before the the bell, I saw the other page. The ever so bloody second page of the exam. Yung mga questions 3points each at 5 points each! Madaming items din un na masasayang!

shiyeeet!

Blood drained from my face. Para akong pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa. The second page was waaaay difficult, tapos I had to finish it for 10 minutes. TEN BLOODY MINUTES! That was the worst 10 minutes of my life!!! Di pa ako nakakasimula sa 2nd page, naglalabasan na ung iba sa exam room.

To cut the long story short, minadali ko ang second part. I never even bothered to review. My handwriting was terrible..almost impossible to read. I had to leave one question about the formula of the reaction of glyceryl tristearate (whatever) with NaCl. Malaking puntos din yun!!!! Wah!! Tapos di pa ako makapag-isip sa sobrang pagmamadali. SUPER DUPER RUSH!

I was the last one to pass the paper. I was the last one to exit the examination room. Mala-Edward Cullen ako nung lumabas sa room sa sobrang kaputlaan ng mukha ko. Paiyak na talaga ako at that time, kung hindi ko kasama sina kim na maglakad papunta sa next room, baka humagulgol na ako. I hated myself back then. Siguro kung di ko nakita ung second page, di ko mapapatawad sarili ko. Baka magpasagasa na lang ako sa labas at wag nang magtake ng next exam (na nasa kabilang building!). Because honestly, it's impossible to pass the exam kung di mo nasagutan ung second page.

Wala lang. I just want to share my experience. Plus, I just have to let it out. Ngayon ko lang kinwento kasi the past few days, I was trying to forget everything. First time nangyari sakin yun. Di ko makakalimutan talaga!

But you know what, even though I passed, I still have this bad feeling inside of me. GUILT. And nanghihinayang pa din ako hanggang ngayon. What if hindi ko nakaligtaan sagutan ung 2nd page? I guess I would've gotten a better grade. Tsaka sana hindi ako nagworry..

Oh, well..past is past..move on. Gasgas na ya ng linyang yan, pero ganyan naman talaga. Hindi ko ma-rewind ang nangyari at least natuto ako. Haha..Nice!

Fun with Names

nakaw kay zyrelle

1. YOUR REAL NAME:

--- Patrizze Mara Ozaeta Garcia

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle):

--- Patizzle.....xet

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal):

--- Yellow butterfly... (haha...di bagay..ang amo pakinggan, detective pa naman)

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street name):

--- Ozaeta Makalintal.....(ugh. never mind)

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mom's maiden name):

--- Garpaeta (sounds like an extinct animal or an ancient egyptian king)

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink):

--- turquoise lemonade.. shet.. O.o

7. YOUR ARAB NAME (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maidenname, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name):

--- Araztza (okay..this doesn't make any sense! Can you even read it?)

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name):

--- Ozaeta

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets):

--- black cooper.. (I don't actually have a pet, but if i do have one, i'd name it "cooper")

Mas mahaba kaya 'to!

You're stuck on an elevator with the person you've fallen the hardest for, what do you do?
♥ use my peripheral vision when I look at him so that it won't be too obvious, avoid talking and moving so that I won't make myself look stupid in his presence (and then afterwards, I would feel guilty that I didn't do anything decent)---haha..this is soo me. Nasa huli ang pagsisisi
.
Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
♥ haha...like lang naman..so I guess I can like him back. But that's it. No strings attached. I don't wanna risk losing the friendship for love. I'm just one of the people who believe that the former lasts longer.
.
If you're dying and you ever wanna live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine, do you do it?
♥ you don't die from snorting cocaine noh.. =P pero nope, i don't do drugs..

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
♥ I wouldn't want to survive after that. I'd rather die
.
You have to dye your hair a different color for the rest of your life, what color do you choose?
♥ black. Forever black. I wouldn't look good in blonde hair anyway (morena kaya ako), so I'll stick with black. That's my natural hair color so I wouldn't want to change it. Plus, I believe that black hair is the most beautiful color.
.
You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
♥ i don't have to, pero just for the sake of it, gusto ko sa center ng aking lumbar area..design? Butterfly na maliit.

Are you mad about anything?
♥ yes. Mad at myself for not doing good in my biochemlab exam. I studied my ass off but I was an idiot. Wanna know the whole story? Nah. I don't want to remember it.
.
Are you listening to music?
♥ surprisingly...no. Which reminds me, I have to listen to a particular song that I heard on the radio this morning..
.
Do you smoke weed everyday?
♥ no. And I wouldn't want to.
.
Could you go a month without cursing?
♥ No. Haha! I hate to admit it but it's already a part of my life. Ewan ko ba!
.
Are you currently reading a book?
♥ Kanina...ung Textbook of Surgery by Sabiston na pilit kong iniintindi. For the sake of my case study. Gusto ko na talagang matapos un!
.
Have you ever ridden a horse?
♥ yup..3 years ago. Just for the sake of my friends
.
What's the funniest movie you've ever seen?
♥ madami eh..isa na dun yung Bruce Almighty =))

Are you scared of sharks?
♥ nope.. :)
.
What are you wearing?
♥ search-in shirt, yellow shorts and toeberries
.
Next president?
♥ I don't really care..but since I'll be voting for the 2010 presidential elections (yey!), I think I HAVE TO CARE. Loren Legrada siguro. Ewan. Sino bang mga tatakbo.
.
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
♥ not really..school at lovelife..I really need help. Hindi nga. Sa school okay pa, I can manage on my own. Besides, may finals pa..pero yung isa..haaay!

What's your view on taking risks?
♥ everyday is a risk, yet a chance..

Would you rather trade in your ipod or computer/laptop and every detail stored in it for 10,000 dollars?
♥ Yes! I would use if to buy a new one. Besides, nakasave naman sa flash drive ang important files at halos lahat ng pics ay naka-upload sa multiply/friendster..at lahat ng important documents (i.e. essays, researches) ay makikita sa email ko (sent items..hehe!) Yan ang tinatawag na BACKING-UP..heehee

Does your heart come with a key, or is it already taken?
♥ It doesn't have a key, but it can never be taken. I own it. But I can let it be borrowed naman. Hahaa

How'd your day go, by the way?
♥ okay. I guess. I just wasted the whole day in front of the computer while eating left over food from yesterday's party

Which do you prefer on your toast: butter, jelly, peanut butter, or Nutella?
♥ nutella!
.
Are you a Gatorade drinker?
♥ yes. but I still prefer water over every drink ever invented
.
You see a shooting star, do you make a wish?
♥ I hardly ever see a shooting star. Whenever i see one, I always forget to make a wish even if I wanted to because I almost always end up at admiring the sight. It's just so amazing that I forget to make a wish! haha!
.
How do you handle your hair once you finished washing it?
♥ balot sa towel. then suklay. then towel uli. suklay ulit. then just let it be.
.
Do you have relatives living in a different country?
♥ a lot..
.
Do you turn on the lamp when it's bright out?
♥ yes. When it's bright outside I close the curtains or the blinds then I would turn on the light. Weird? haha. I just prefer artificial white light over natural light. Ewan ko, natural li
.
Have you ever been addicted to WoW or SC?
♥ No.
.
When it rains, do you go out and start to dance?
♥ I used to, when I was a kid. (sa likod ng bahay)..but I can't do it now kasi madaming babakat tapos nakatira kami sa bayan (so madaming makakawitness..haha) But I would love to do it again. When my mom isn't looking..
.
What are you listening to right now?
♥ Mad by Ne-yo
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Do you get carried away with things?
♥ usually
.
Which is better? Long or short hair?
♥ long sa girls.. short sa guys
.
True or False? Goths are losers.
♥ nope.. just different? Being a loser doesn't depend on your style preference.
.
What is the first thing or word that comes to mind when you hear the word EMO?
♥ yung hairstyle at eyeliner nila..
.
Do you like roller coasters?
♥ hell yeah!
.
Do you like high-boots?
♥ not really, parang di bagay sakin. Tsaka ang init kaya
.
True or False? Smoking is completely stupid and disgusting.
♥ disgusting, yeah.. pero not really stupid.. i understand.. =P
.
How much do pop-ups suck?
♥ bigtime!
.
Are puppies cute?
♥ yes. If they don't bite.
.
Pancakes are yummy, yes?
♥ definitely! I love making them and eating them
.
Your eye color is:
♥ Black..
.
What is the meaning of life?
♥ choices..never ending choices
.
Is lying ok to do if it's to help someone?
♥ i guess? wag lang yung big lie talaga.. A little white lie doesn't hurt anybody
.
Do you happen to be afraid of heights?
♥ nope.. not ever..
.
Is it a big deal if someone doesn't believe in God?
♥ not really.. kanya-kanyang belief lang..
.
People who cut themselves are:
♥ crazy..
.
Do you happen to be bored?
♥ obvious ba?

>Katatapos lang ng exams pero feeling ko may kailangan akong gawin<

Longest survey daw oh!

Starting time:
- 3:12pm
Name:
- Patrizze Mara Ozaeta-Garcia
Shoe size:
- 7
What are you wearing right now?
- search-in shirt, yellow shorts
Where do you live?
- batangas
Favorite Number/s
- 11
Favorite Drinks:
- tubig. orange juice. banana berry.
Favorite Months:
- september, may


***********Have You Ever***********
Been in a bath tub:
- yup..
Swam in the ocean:
- yes
Fallen asleep in school:
- sa school clinic, oo..pero during class...nuh-uh..not yet!
Broken someone's heart:
- apparently, yes
Fell off your chair:
- yup..chemistry class--Level 9--while heating a glass tubing
Saved e-mails:
- of course.. cheesy and school stuff..

***********What is************
Your room like:
- messy..especially my table
What's right beside you?
- bookshelf
What is the last thing you ate?
- cracker nuts

------------Ever Had-------------
Chicken pox:
- nope...but I wanted to have it sana sa bakasyon. Why? Because I know that sooner or later, I'm gonna have it. I wanna get over with it. Hopefully pag walang pasok. Para tapos na.
Sore throat:
- yup!
Stitches:
- nope.
Broken nose:
- nope..

-----------Do You-----------
Believe in love at first sight?
- not really..i think it's stupid. Love at first sight means "physical attraction" and love is based on more than just physical attraction
Like picnics:?
- yep.

----------Who----------
Who was the last person you danced with?
- hmm..my friend's friend last TS night. haha
Who last made you smile?
- mimi tan
Who did you last yell at?
- my sister?

----------Final Questions-------------
Hate someone in your family?
- wala naman!
Diamond or pearl?
- pearl.. (name din yan ng friend ko--pearl manguiat. But we call her Mapen) =P
Are you the Eldest?
- no..youngest nga eh

*wait, akala ko ba final questions na yun?*

-------Today did you-----------
1. Talk to someone you like?
- sa ym
2. Kiss anyone?
- nope..
3. Get sick?
- nope..

*where's number 4?*

5. Talked to an ex:
- haha..asa...nope.. =))
6. Miss someone:
- YES! Actually madami

----------Last person who----------
7. You talked to on the phone?
- the computer technician

*from 7 naging 21*

21. Have a crush on someone?
- oo naman.. =P
22. What books are you reading right now?
- Textbook of Surgery by David Sabiston, MD (bakit?? Kasi may tinatapos akong case study..haha)
23. Best feeling in the world:
- feeling of accomplishment
24. Future kids names?
- hmm..I haven't even thought about it. I'm not sure if I wanted one nga e. Hehe, joke. But I like the name Julia
25. Do you Sleep with stuffed animals?
- I used to. But now I sleep with books. Haha..ganyan talaga pag nakakatulog sa pag-aaral
26. What's under your bed?
- a big container full of old clothes
28. Favorite locations:
- beach at rooftop...backseat of the auditorium. Hehe
29. Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like?
- yes. It was quite embarassing.

*from 29 naging 32*

32. Who do you really hate?
- yung girl na nag-audition sa american idol in her bikinis

*from 33 naging 35*

35. Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?
- celebs and athletes..
36. You lonely right now?
- yes, kind of
37. What time is it now?
- 3:30

just a quickie!

Christmas break is almost over. Tomorrow is my last day of freedom so we're going to MOA. Hehe..Last chance na eh. Besides, I have to make the most out of my last 24 hours because next week is gonna be one hell of a week for me. That's for sure. It's gonna be the last week before our *gulp* midterm exams. And quizzes are all lined up for us.







*sighs*






well. That's life. There's more to come.

Hehe...


Ciao for now! I know I won't be able to update this thing for a long time.




^_^

Text Message

(the text message that made my day)

M: I wanna sleep! But I'm having a difficulty again. Ugh.

Y: Try counting sheeps. He he he

M: Very funny! Hindi tlaga aq maka2log. Hirap aq ma2log e.

Y: Ok yan. Kesa naman hirap kang gumising!


Corny. But it made me smile. Really. It's amazing how a simple gesture or a very corny joke can make your day complete.


Wala lang. Just a sharing.

Cram.Cram.Cram.

2009 is not good.


First of all, the weather. It's stupid. Last night was the worst new year's eve of my life. It was raining. How lame is that? How are you gonna be able to enjoy new year's eve when it's all wet and cold and raining? Dance in the rain and ruin your perfectly neat new year's eve outfit? Nah! I'd rather just stay indoors if that's the case.

There were less fireworks probably because of the rain. And of course, pag may ulan, may putik. IT WAS TERRIBLE! I got pissed off so I went inside my grandmother's room and decided to watch starmovies instead. I spent the first few minutes of 2009 watching Pirates of the Carribean. My only consolation last night was the food. Always the food.

Another reason is that I still have loads of work to finish. I haven't even finished half of it and that's what makes me so irritable these days. I've only managed to make 4 pages of text in my case study because everytime I decide to continue my work, all I ever do is research. Reasearch, research,research. And then I copy and paste it on word (I've already accumulated 33 pages of research). Then that's it. I know it's useless until I make something decent of of those data but I'm still finding it hard to focus. To make things worse, I always end up in friendster or youtube.

God.


I'm never gonna be able to finish this on time.


And I'm the first presenter.


I have limited time left.


I still need 11 bloody pages.


Yeah, i know. I'm doomed.


Plus, the midterm exam is gonna be 2 weeks from now. I haven't started reviewing so now I'm cramming. I'm cramming to finish my bloody anatomy paper and to finish my homeworks. Damn.


The predictions were right (even though I don't really believe in astrology). 2009 really is gonna be one heck of a year for me.

I'm back...sort of

OMG!



is all i can say...



just kidding.


OMG! It's been such a long time. My last post was more than a month ago and it's the longest time that I haven't updated this thing. I was sooo busy these past few weeks and I barely had enough time for leisure. Christmas break came but I still had tons of work to do. I have to prepare for my return demonstration on vital signs (I've already practiced even before the break started so I guess that one's already taken care of) and on top of that I have to study for my loooong quizzes on biochemistry and anatomy (both lecture and lab classes). But the only thing that makes me want to cry is my anatomy requirement which constitutes to 50% of my midterm grade for the second semester. I still have a bloody case analysis to finish and I still need to fill up the 15 bloody page requirement. Where am I gonna get that much write-up in less than a week?? Buti pa 'tong blog napupuno ko kahit papano...haha!

Okay..enough cramming.


Relax.

I still have six long days to prepare for that. (God, who am I kidding!?)


Anyway, these are random pics that I failed to post:

My friends and I during our EK escapade

Frog dissection with my lab partner
(what's inside the jar with the yellow lid? Oh. That's the frog)


"christmas lunch" with the ozaetas (I'm wayyy over there at the back! See my head?)

only three stupid pictures?? Well, I don't have enough time to upload some more. Haha! I still have to research for the course and prognosis of fractures. =(


......but!



I promise to catch up sooooon. (I don't know when "soon" is)


That's all for now.


I hope to finish whatever it is that I need to finish before school starts again. Wish me luck!